Maybe sell my business/start all over again/escape?
I tried for 10 years, maybe more. Every time I got bored with a project I moved to another one. When I needed variety I moved country, sometimes within a day or two of making the decision. I spent 13 years living in a remote part of New Zealand surrounded by extraordinary beauty, eating home-grown organic food and learning about energy, relaxation and other things I write about.
It was fun and taught me how to be flexible and adaptable. There was just one problem. Whatever I changed and wherever I escaped to, I always came too.
I was trying to escape from myself and I really needed to find myself. I needed to move towards myself, not run away.
Eventually I learnt this.
And there’s only one important thing you need to know. The more you discover who you really are the better you’ll feel.